This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name,
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone,
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs,
But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn't catch my breath,
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can't let him go !!!
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is were I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.
