we r not the perfect two !

we always used to talk
real late after midnight
Now the only thing we do
on the phone is fight
is there a way to
make this go away
i dont think that
we're gonna be okay
you were my hero and i
was your sidekick
now you're gonna be the
tear that i cry when we split

baby i dont think that i
can do this
it seems so wrong makin'
up with only one kiss

dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

i thought you were my prince
and i was your princess
now that we're here
all of that is meaningless

i think i was a fool
for letting you fill the spaces
between my hands
and my diary pages

you used to be the one
that made me happy
you used to tell me
you were lucky to have me

now youre as cold
as the winter weather
but i dont care
cause we're no longer together

baby i dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

you know that i'll never
love you
like the way i ever used to
but you kn0w i will
remember you

now that im gone i smile
it took me quite awhile 
to see we wont walk the aisle

cause you're the one
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we;re just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

cant let eu go ...

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name,

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone,

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs,

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn't catch my breath,

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can't let him go !!!

my lurp to eu is real

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles. 

The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,

so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is were I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

plsx ,,, lh ...

hye Boy ,, dont ever think eu can fool me ,,, im t0o pro 4 dat :) ,, 

Boy ,, do eu even know  ,,, dat i realy care n miss eu ,,, 

do eu even realy lurp me ? if not ,, dont waste eur tmye lh ,,, 

eu mw me tggu koe ??? hmmm dont know lh ,,,,, 

Boy ,, dont waste my tmye :))

y gurls cRy ?

 Why Girl's Cry :
-A Girl Wont Cry Easily,
Except in Front of The Person;
Who She Love The Most,
She Becomes Weak..! :(
...-A Girl Wont Cry Easily,
Only When She Love You The Most,
She Put Down Her Ego..!
-If a Girl Cries Bcoz of You,
Hold Her Hands Firmly,
She's The one Who Would Stay
With You
For The Rest of Your Life..♥
-If a Girl Cries Bcoz of You,
Don't Give Her Up..!
Maybe Bcoz of Your Decision,
You Ruin Her Life..! :(
-She Cries Not Because She is
Weak,
She Cries Not Bcoz She Wants
Sympathy or Pity,
She Cries Because;
Crying Silently is No Longer
Possible..! :(
The Pain, Hurt N Agony Have
Become Too Big;
A Burden To Be Kept Inside..! :'(

And all because-If a Girl Cries Her Heart Out ToYou,Because of You;
Its Time To Look Back on What
You Have Done,
Only You Will Know The Answer
To it.. ♥ ♥

fact

girl thinks "i keep showing him all the love and care for him,but i dont understand why does he ignore me?i keep re-reading his texts,chats and mails,smiling to myself,sheding out tears sometimes...i wonder does he even know that i have fallen for him??? the more he ignores me,i more i keep loving him,i just dont know why .... i wish someone would make him understand my feelings "

boy thinks "i really love her so much more than even words cant express....its just that i hide it inside me,im afraid ill go crazy if she leaves me.... i hope she understands that im not ignoring her,im just not showing my love like she is .... "

you'Re not easy to forget , eu know ?

im sorry

sowesowesowe ma kmu suma ,,,
hmmm syahmi y koe x antak jak kpla ak jak ,,,
hmmm

aku benci lh gnhe ...

huuhu ,, aku stress !!! hu ,,, oi Fahmi ,,, bkn ak wa thu ,,, aku diamdiam jak ,, huhuh ,, aku yg kena ,,, Syahmi !! help me !!! plsx ,,, koe jak nhe harapan aku ,, lw x ,, ancur 3 tahun penantian aku busx ,,, plsx !! ,,, huhuh sad aku gila ,,,,, ancur o0w jiwa aku ,,, huhuhu ,,, this year mmg damn tuk aku !! sad ~

back t0 jail ~

today me balik skul :( malas !!!! hmm btw ,, will stop bloging 4 a moment >.< \
im GOING BACK TO0 JAIL !!!!
huuhu ,,, mw studystudystudy :)) pmrpmrpmr ,,, im dead =.="
im gtg now ,, of my way t0 jail >.< no mo0d ,,
but any way :) aku dpt coklte mlm nhe heheh ,,
>yumyum ~  dari licha :))) thnx darl
babai then ,,,, of i go then :))
<3 enjoy

friday ~

aku lngsung xdpt tdow ,, jm 6 pagi bru aku dpt tdow ,, hmmm dont know y ? btw ak ,, mw story  ph ak wt 1 day thu ,,, hmmm aku bgnbgn mata aku bengkak ,, :(( ada hitamhitam d bawah mata ,, >.< tpy bestbest bgnbgn ,, kena bawa jln :)) p tgk movie > kung fu panda :)) po kiuwt gila tmye dya baby heheh ,, kin gila oo aku tgk ,, :) btw ada frewn lama aku cntct ma aku blek ,, aku wndu dya ,, gudfrewn ak ,,, lama kmi x cntct ,, dya buat aku smile :) thnx eu hah ,,, 
hmmm btw frewn aku lgi(boy) ,, c ceta aku story pointless ,,kunukunu ble help aku tdow kunu ,,eheh ,, but its true :)) thnx eu ,,, aku share ma kmu hah ,, nhe di bawah >>
pada suatu hari....ada 3 bdak lelaki ni jlan p suria....trus...ada 1 bdak prempuan mo ikut.....jdi drang ksi ikut sja lah....then drang tgok mvie...tpi bdak prmpuan nie lmbat dtang...ada stu bdak llaki nie risau yg bdak prmpuan nie ndak dtang.......las2 bdak prmpuan tue dtang...hbis tgok wyng dang jlan p mkan,then p cp,,,,d cp bdak lelaki tu ksi teman bdak prmpuan tue tgok wyng......then they fall in love..... happily evr aftr...

today my life begins :)

i've been working hard soe long ,, seems lyke pain has been my only frewn ,,, my fragile heart's been done so wrong ,, i wondered if i'd ever heal again ,, just lyke ,, all de seasons never stay de same ,, all around me i can fell a change ,,,

i will break these chains dat bind me >> happynesx will find me leave the past behind me .. today my life begins :)

a whole new world is waiting 4 me >.< its mine 4 the takin' .. i know i can make it :))

yesterday has came n gone .. and i've learnt how to leave it where it is .. and see dat i was wrong for ever doubting i could win ,,

life is to0 short to have regrets,, (but i oledy have:( ) soe im learning now to leave it in de past ,, andand try to forget ,,

only have 1 life to live :) soe eu BETTER MAKE THE BEST OF IT :))

start new day with a fake smile :)

bgn jak pgi tdy ,, ancur o0w muka aku ahah ,,, want to know y ?? mata aku cam orang cina + korea + jepun ,, ahahah ... hmmm ,,, this lh what happen >> tidur late ,, bgun late ... ahha and +++ cry last night ,,, 

what a fool me ,,, huhu ,,, napa gak aku mw ingat koe lagi ? koe pun start da x layan aku .. knknkn ?? ahha 

nvm lh ,, aku try sedaya upaya aku ...tuk  happy k ? no worry ... aku janji ma koe ... hmmm by the way ...mm day without u = day with a fake happiness :) 

wish the best for u Fahmi Izzuddin . aahah ,, 

i still have my crazywonderfulfun friends :)) eheh  

k lh aku mw buat homework aku >> KKS (kerja kursus sej) hmmm babai <3

im single sudah ......

sad aku ,, huhu ,, kami break da .. dia say >> aku mau give up awal-awal . coz ex koe cari koe balik . aku x mau aku jadi gila nanti. lagi pun koe da byk b'rubah ....." hu..and so on ... kecewa aku ma sikap dia ... hmmm for 6 month relation aku ma dya>25.11.10-8.06.11< hancur hati aku ...:( 

koe tw x koe akan menyesal ....... one of a kind nhe aku .. aiya ,,,, aku x faham jalan fikiran koe .. 

aku berubah ??? dulu kini and selamanya .. aku tetap aurora .. aku mintak maaf bykbyk ... bagi koe aku da b'rubah ... hope koe tetap ingat shpa aku tuk koe ,,, jan sad sad ... x bek .... k lah ,,, babai .... 

ineedsumonewhounderstandmycondition >.<